ONE AFTER ANOTHER
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Embaking on my present career as a fresh graduate wasn't as easy as I thought. Instead, I was presented with one challenge after another.
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I've a validation test tomorrow where I'll be evaluated by a panel to determine my competency before I'm allowed to go out into the field. Although next week will be my last week of training at SingPost Centre, hard work doesn't end there. I foresee the handling of clients' objections as one of my greatest challenge in the very near future.
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My colleagues didn't think that our BDM's expectation was high. But I could feel the stress and pressure building up within me. Subconsciously, there may a strong desire to excel and so I may have set a high expectation for myself. Then again, there is also a part of me that yearns for a balance between work and play.
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For the last 5 weeks, I did my best in allocating my time for work, study and social life. To some, it may seem merely like a juggling act of time but to me, it seems more like doing everything as if it was my last day. Hence, exhaustion caught up with me by the end of this week and I had to clock in 18 hours of sleep last night.
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Nevertheless, I believe that my roller coaster life will eventually stablize. It's just a matter of time. Till then, I'll just do it.